Done with being alone
He is always with me
He always has been

Done with wanting a Dad
I have one
Needing embrace in a lonely place
Doesn't Matter
I have worse to worry me

Waiting
With hope

Life without hope is no life at all
Its always there
Hope is what I have

No hope is a bullet in my brain
He is hope

Straightening up and living out loud
wait, wish, live
tell, love, laugh
be real and forget time

Time is not important when there is no time to worry about
Home is higher
time is not there anyhow

Waiting for the sabbath to touch like a sin
somethign so clean feels so forbidden when so looked down upon
Toght of the wrong of something so swwet
with no bitter after taste of sin

Change of power see the tiems and where we are
know your time is short and know waiting is right
but you need to move faster

Where I am going what I am doing
plans can burn in a fire but
Gods love is always there with the pen

Feeling wet and dry
sleeping to dream
footsteps of fear and bitter noise
working hard but just need the beat to stay a smile

Still longing for the touch
Though dreams were fulfilled for a night

So brown eyes died along with the mane
And my hopes flew away from him like I never thought they could

Lifted by a memorable swift move that came back to me like October wind
Their voice, their stance, their indescribable touch

A night to think for the rest of the spin
Shooting stars comfort the cold while their hands comfort my mind

Their magic trick about made me die but one forgiving glance replenishes forgiveness and hope.

Sting of the mirror returns the burning of feet
but all to hold a faceless smile

Returning to the world and my beginning fears
but all to the lord for that's all I have to live for

Words keep pouring but feel to fall out of ears
longing for the victory but loving every step

Keep flying and keep strong
bruises hurt but will heal and hardened hearts must be harder to bruise

One touch in a long lost home
One moment and your future is decided
Wanting their hand back
wanting this to be the end of the search
wanting this to be forever

Every moment dancing in your head
Hopes are back and the sun actually smiled
my hair danced in the air

Then the beast roared and secrets spilled
He never said forever and never did he say "Do you?"
The thought was there

Now grey matter worse than before
longing for that friend
longing for that conversation
LONGING TO FORGET!

Wanting to be different
wanting to be back to me
i knew this would happen but I didn't want it now
now this is all I want

Hidden hands and good-bye hugs

beaten with a bat and falling now
Through the window and behind trees
running quick but falling faster

sand isn't comforting when brown eyes turn red
but I still want your grip

Scream it out, scream it out
but only in silent words
Break down on the floor

Make your decision
fly or fall?
there is only time for one

Stand up
strong and bruised
Walk home a new you

The take off is hard
the rain falls and I am still tall

Brown eyes has fallen but my hand is out

Blinking and screaming
but no one will ever hear me
the way I like it

Feel the sting of the mirror?
Need to move your feet
raise you're heart beat

Brown eyes stay shut
let me work this out before we touch

Come close and never die
no time to live
just enough to fly

Hearts together and they'll come near
feet will move voices will play in delight
keeps eyes up and feet straight

Eyes fluttering, legs tired
In pain but not wanting to let go
Who knew it would taste this sweet
Standing in one spot could last forever, and wishes do say the same
Wanting an embrace but satisfied by just a face
Brown eyes staring still and not knowing for sure
Walking away and feeling loss but feeling gain
again and again
sick of games
But how is this a game if the players don't know of it?
Does this mind wonder as much as mine
Can't the words be spoken and the risks be over.