Done with being alone
He is always with me
He always has been

Done with wanting a Dad
I have one
Needing embrace in a lonely place
Doesn't Matter
I have worse to worry me

Waiting
With hope

Life without hope is no life at all
Its always there
Hope is what I have

No hope is a bullet in my brain
He is hope

Straightening up and living out loud
wait, wish, live
tell, love, laugh
be real and forget time

Time is not important when there is no time to worry about
Home is higher
time is not there anyhow

Waiting for the sabbath to touch like a sin
somethign so clean feels so forbidden when so looked down upon
Toght of the wrong of something so swwet
with no bitter after taste of sin

Change of power see the tiems and where we are
know your time is short and know waiting is right
but you need to move faster

Where I am going what I am doing
plans can burn in a fire but
Gods love is always there with the pen

Feeling wet and dry
sleeping to dream
footsteps of fear and bitter noise
working hard but just need the beat to stay a smile